24 May 1994 .
Nan Chiau High School .
I ♥ my friends and family
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Wishlist
♥ pass all my subjects
♥ loved by all my friends :D
♥ want earrings
♥ necklace
♥ make my parents and siblings proud
Supporting DBSK always
gone.
link-ohSuper Loves
*** MISS ***
NDP 2008,
*RCY NDP 2008
*alson
**yani
*Eugene
*kailing
*hanthi
*carine
*lee sheen
*afifah
*xinhui
*melissa
*annabella
*beatrice
*karin
*hongyi Sir
*wilson sir
*mildred ma'am
*teng siong sir
3F People :),
shu wei
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*louisa
*shu wei
*jingsi
*rose
*tian cong
*felicia
*esther
School friends,
*syafiq(primary)
*jieqi
*shi jie
*francis
*gerald
*alicia
*arffah
*afiqah
*hazimah
*rena
*riduan
*jasmine
*Barbarians
Monday, October 19, 2009
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Riduan and nt sure his name.. (grandfather and grandson)

Me, Atikah And Riduan(father and 2 daughters)
Hazik!!!! Lol! So Funny!!
One BIG Family!!!LOL!
tats all bahs..
Bye bYE!!
Friday, October 16, 2009
I am back!!•
At last exam is over..can relax a bit now..
LOL my blog have been dead for sooo long.. sori guys.. now i'm back!!
Now i am using the llaptop to make up for the lost times that i didn't use..
watch online videos, download music and so on..
well.. i owe people somethings and i have to get it fast coz i do not want to delay anymore..
updates:
-i think i an getting to noe more of the people in my 09 class
-i am hanging out with the people in my 08 class
-beginning to think deeply and make decisions accordingly
-realise who are my true friends and who are not
not forgetting,
i lost my Handphone which i only used for a week!!!
SO depressed by it.. Sorry Dad, didn't mean it..
Hmm... i m going to do other things no, GTG, Bye!!
BTW, Liyun!!!!
Happy 15th Birthday in advance!!!
Sorry we couldn't hold a party for you, dun be sad ok?
We will always be there for you!!
Loves to you.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
I am really really sorry....•
Oh my god..I am really sorry my squadmates who had hopes on me all along. I am sorry I cnt fufill what you guys wanted. I am truly sorry. I hope you guys will accept the truth and you noe.. get along with it.. Actually i had thought of fulfilling your hopes but i just cnt.
I am very sorry. Hope you guys wont hold any grudge on me.. I hope we will still work together as a group and not bring ou CCA down, ok?
Jia you guys!!
Stupid GUEST•
To GUEST:WHO IN THE WORLD ARE YOU??
Can't you live your own life and mind your own business??
And if I noe you, why would you name yourself as GUEST?
Reveal yourself and since when did I scold anyone? What's wrong with YOU!!
If I have nothing to do with you, MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!!! Coz I have no mood to respond to this kind of thing!!!
Friday, April 24, 2009
As the day pass...•
Feeling worse each day but look better each day..My emotions inside are never let out and i feel suffocated and worse... But my mask is getting better each day as if i have been back to being me again; happy and cheerful...
My friends love me a lot and care for me... I am so touched by them..
Even though they know i have a problem, they did not force me to tell them because they know that my attitude is to keep to myself and only tell them when i am ready.. They also know that i have problems even though a laugh and smile a LOT..
Is my emotions so obvious? Rose and Jingsi and Brandon.. thanks for knowing me the best.. you guys cn tell that i am not like the person on the outside.. you guys know that even though i am smiling and laughing on the surface, i am feeling down inside.. thanks a lot...
Love you guys...
Weiyu too.. Miss you and Wei jun.. miss bullying and teasing you guys.. haha.. but weiyu still knows me the best... thx weiyu and wei jun..
I don't know why but tears keep falling down my cheeks while writing this post.. OMG.. what's happening to me? Why cnt i control my emotions as good as last time?? Hate the present me..
Friday, April 10, 2009
let go of some burdens..•
These few days was very tiring.. Solving some of my problems..Finally, it's done! Starting afresh now! Feel a bit light in the heart now..
But the problem made me cry so much.. more than 3 times a day..
I hope this made a good end and start to our life.. and i hope to start afresh as soon an possible and get back to normal school life with my 3F friends..
To my "problem":
hey, i may take a long time to recover... sorry.. But i'll try my best to shorten it.. you were so stupid to not tell me last time... you made me keep it to myself all along... i thought you knew..i thought all along that you will never accept me.. But now i m really pushed to the edge..
But i m still glad that i m still ur friend even though i might not treat u like before.. i'll try so that we can be normal again.. i also nid ur help on ur part as the other party ok?
•
I have been noticing you secretly,noticing your every move and your feelings,
i kept this feeling to myself for years,
thinking that you'll never think of me that way.
Your feelings change,
all happening right in front of me,
You telling me your stories and not knowing that i cared a lot for you,
At last i decided to tell you and this is the outcome that i got,
the outcome that i have been expected years ago.
now i am crying in my bedroom, trying not to let my family and friends know,
i could not tell my friends coz i don't want to,
now my mask of happiness has torn off and my true feelings and emotions have been shown to you,
now you know how i feel,
and i am feeling like a fool.
oh, my heart,
please allow my scar to heal faster that any other scar,
as i want to be my normal self again;
always smiling and laughing no matter what problems happen to me.
Please, my heart,
grant my simple request and heal the scar like it have never had a scar before.
Thank you for giving me strength to go through this
and now i am getting stronger,
to go through all my problems one by one.

