A day of my life

Haizz......

2010-02-21T20:35:00.003+08:00

Haizz.... Today is SUNDAY and i still have tons of homework... :(

Anyway, Yesterday i had Flag Day with my whole class. I went with Shu Ping, Vivians, Jingsi and my younger sis to Bedok interchange to ask for donations. There was this old uncle hu pissed us off! So irritating!

Anyway, this is what happened..
We were asking for donation far away from his stall. We asked for donations and were quite happy and enjoying doing it. Then my fren,Vivian Tan, walked pass this old uncle, around his 30s or 40s, stall selling magazines and some other stuffs. He suddenly approached Vivian and started shouting and scolding her saying that we are blocking his stall and there are other places to go. Vivian apologised and told me about it. I told her that we should just continue asking for donations because from where we are standing, it is far away from his stall. So, we continued asking and there he was at his stall cursing and scolding us in his language( i not sure what dialect). I assured my friends that we do not need to move away and cpntinued to ask for donations.

Then, the old uncle suddenly stood behind the pole behind us and started taking picture of us. he said, " OK!OK! I take picture!I take picture! Then Icall police!" I turned to look at him and then ignored him. He then called his friend to stand beside him and said out loud again, "I gonna call police! Then show them these pictures!" I ignored and then he continued standing there. Vivian asked me if we should move away or stay.
I told her in a louder voice making sure the old uncle can hear me, " we are staying, he wants to call the police, its his problem. We have the license to do this and we did not even disturb his stall so we are not in the wrong."

I thought the old uncle would really call the police but cowardly, he went back to his stall and sat on the chair. He kept staring at us and complained to his friend. The strange thing is, the ice cream stall man did not even complain about anything when the ice cream stall is nearer to us when we were asking for donations.

Therefore, we continued asking for donations till 2pm which was about 40 mins after what happened. But for that 40 mins, we were stared at by the old uncle till my friend, Shu Ping went to ask for donations with my sis at another place a few minute after that incident.

After that, we went to meet up with Jingsi and Vivian Ye and then went back to Seng Kang CC. My tin was quite heavy and I was so happy!! :D

Then i had meeting with my school NCOs and SengKang Sec NCOs regarding the combined camp. Sengkang Sec VIs came for the meeting too and to my surprise one of their VIs was the one who was my 'mentor' during the rice day 2 weeks ago!!! Haha it was soo unexpected and i was quite shocked.

After the meeeting, Firman, Yong Kai, Jian Hui, Francis and me went to Michelle's house for Ca visit for Chinese New Year. We watched tv and talked and played. It was soo fun and Michelle's house was the first time i had ever visited someone's house during Chinese New Year and it was quite memorable. However, Michelle's parents weren't at home so could not wish them Happy Chines New Year and didn't get Hong Bao, But its ok :) haha!

Ok, gtg do homework! byezz..

New adopted Kitten (Day 2 and 3)

2010-02-07T21:17:00.002+08:00

This is the second and third day :)

This is the second day wen i came home from school.. :)

Still sleeping.....

Still sleeping.. But changed the position a bit..

The third day before I went to school. He slept behind my sis..

Well.. After I came home from School and.. He is helping me with my A.Mathematics Homework! Haha! Smart Kitten isn't he?

Well that's about it :D

New adopted Kitten (Day 1)

2010-02-07T20:51:00.003+08:00

I am posting this for those who are worried and thinking of how the kitten is doing now. Do not worry,guys. The kitten is in safe hands.

These are the pictures on the first day....

*peep* Where am I?

Can i get out?

His body can be held using one hand.

Say cheese!! (Isn't he cute? Posing for the camera..)

He looked in the camera again!! haha! So cute!!

Btw, guys, my parents name him 'Belang' which means Stripey in Malay.

That's all for Day 1.

Thanx!

2009-10-19T18:52:00.005+08:00

sorry for posting the post late..
i know its a FEW days after it bt i'll just post for fun! :D

on Sturday, i went jalan raye with my fellow malay schoolmates.
Here are some photos..

Riduan and nt sure his name.. (grandfather and grandson)

Me, Atikah And Riduan(father and 2 daughters)

Hazik!!!! Lol! So Funny!!

One BIG Family!!!

LOL!

tats all bahs..

Bye bYE!!

I am back!!

2009-10-16T17:03:00.002+08:00

At last exam is over..
can relax a bit now..

LOL my blog have been dead for sooo long.. sori guys.. now i'm back!!

Now i am using the llaptop to make up for the lost times that i didn't use..
watch online videos, download music and so on..

well.. i owe people somethings and i have to get it fast coz i do not want to delay anymore..

updates:
-i think i an getting to noe more of the people in my 09 class
-i am hanging out with the people in my 08 class
-beginning to think deeply and make decisions accordingly
-realise who are my true friends and who are not

not forgetting,
i lost my Handphone which i only used for a week!!!
SO depressed by it.. Sorry Dad, didn't mean it..

Hmm... i m going to do other things no, GTG, Bye!!

BTW, Liyun!!!!
Happy 15th Birthday in advance!!!
Sorry we couldn't hold a party for you, dun be sad ok?
We will always be there for you!!
Loves to you.

I am really really sorry....

2009-06-02T20:42:00.002+08:00

Oh my god..

I am really sorry my squadmates who had hopes on me all along. I am sorry I cnt fufill what you guys wanted. I am truly sorry. I hope you guys will accept the truth and you noe.. get along with it.. Actually i had thought of fulfilling your hopes but i just cnt.
I am very sorry. Hope you guys wont hold any grudge on me.. I hope we will still work together as a group and not bring ou CCA down, ok?

Jia you guys!!

Stupid GUEST

2009-06-02T20:18:00.002+08:00

To GUEST:
WHO IN THE WORLD ARE YOU??
Can't you live your own life and mind your own business??
And if I noe you, why would you name yourself as GUEST?
Reveal yourself and since when did I scold anyone? What's wrong with YOU!!

If I have nothing to do with you, MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!!! Coz I have no mood to respond to this kind of thing!!!

As the day pass...

2009-04-24T22:17:00.002+08:00

Feeling worse each day but look better each day..
My emotions inside are never let out and i feel suffocated and worse... But my mask is getting better each day as if i have been back to being me again; happy and cheerful...
My friends love me a lot and care for me... I am so touched by them..
Even though they know i have a problem, they did not force me to tell them because they know that my attitude is to keep to myself and only tell them when i am ready.. They also know that i have problems even though a laugh and smile a LOT..

Is my emotions so obvious? Rose and Jingsi and Brandon.. thanks for knowing me the best.. you guys cn tell that i am not like the person on the outside.. you guys know that even though i am smiling and laughing on the surface, i am feeling down inside.. thanks a lot...
Love you guys...

Weiyu too.. Miss you and Wei jun.. miss bullying and teasing you guys.. haha.. but weiyu still knows me the best... thx weiyu and wei jun..

I don't know why but tears keep falling down my cheeks while writing this post.. OMG.. what's happening to me? Why cnt i control my emotions as good as last time?? Hate the present me..

let go of some burdens..

2009-04-10T22:04:00.000+08:00

These few days was very tiring.. Solving some of my problems..
Finally, it's done! Starting afresh now! Feel a bit light in the heart now..
But the problem made me cry so much.. more than 3 times a day..

I hope this made a good end and start to our life.. and i hope to start afresh as soon an possible and get back to normal school life with my 3F friends..

To my "problem":
hey, i may take a long time to recover... sorry.. But i'll try my best to shorten it.. you were so stupid to not tell me last time... you made me keep it to myself all along... i thought you knew..i thought all along that you will never accept me.. But now i m really pushed to the edge..
But i m still glad that i m still ur friend even though i might not treat u like before.. i'll try so that we can be normal again.. i also nid ur help on ur part as the other party ok?

2009-04-10T21:51:00.002+08:00

I have been noticing you secretly,
noticing your every move and your feelings,
i kept this feeling to myself for years,
thinking that you'll never think of me that way.

Your feelings change,
all happening right in front of me,
You telling me your stories and not knowing that i cared a lot for you,
At last i decided to tell you and this is the outcome that i got,
the outcome that i have been expected years ago.

now i am crying in my bedroom, trying not to let my family and friends know,
i could not tell my friends coz i don't want to,
now my mask of happiness has torn off and my true feelings and emotions have been shown to you,
now you know how i feel,
and i am feeling like a fool.

oh, my heart,
please allow my scar to heal faster that any other scar,
as i want to be my normal self again;
always smiling and laughing no matter what problems happen to me.
Please, my heart,
grant my simple request and heal the scar like it have never had a scar before.

Thank you for giving me strength to go through this
and now i am getting stronger,
to go through all my problems one by one.

post again..

2009-04-10T21:46:00.002+08:00

I m really broken now.. i feel that i don't want to go to school anymre.. i duno how to face you but luckily u r from a different class..
thinking of u makes me cry everytime... ur msgs and apologies make it worse..
Ok.. it's my fault.. i realise it late but even so, i think the oucome would be the same because it's fate..
well, i don't want to really talk about this coz i have had enough..

But one thing is , why didn't u tell or ask me earlier???? That is the worse part, F.Y.I...
Ok.. this "story" ends here..

singning off,
Azizah :D

worst day of my life..

2009-03-06T19:45:00.002+08:00

Today is the worst day of my life!! i got some of my other subject results and all the marks i got was not good and some even fail.. Don't want to reveal my results here leh.. paiseh..

Now confuse about some things and am sad coz of some things...

Not in a good mood now but i want Thank Brandon for just now.. Realli thanks..

And not forgetting Arffah and Afiqah! Love You both a lot..

Anyways nothing to add..
So signing off now..

Love, Azizah

Exam's OVER!!!!

2009-03-05T21:00:00.002+08:00

Yay!! At last exam's over! Haha..
Today got my A math paper... i got like 24/50!!! OMG! Juz 1 mark cn... So hurt..
den got malay paper which is not finalise yet.. But i got 41/72 for the meantime.. At least i passed... :D

Today after school,had councillor meeting.. then me n felicia n arffah n afiqah went basketball court.. We play n play n play but nt oni basketball lha.. Got play other things also (badminton).. Oni me n felicia play badminton.. den nick and dion laughed at us cause we were not good at playing badminton! So bad! bt then nvm.. At least we had fun.. haha.. :D

Then, it started to rain.. so me n felicia "play" badminton outside th toilet near basketball court there.. but the shuttle cock keep hitting the ceiling.. so we stopped and then at last went to compass point.. go home..
At compass, Nick and Weijun said they are Gay and told us not to disturb them coz they "dating".. Haha.. Arffah's hand got injured today.. So poor thing.. I hope she's alright..

Today i had fun with everyone!! Thanks everyone! Nick and Weijun, both of u too.. Haha..

3F

2009-02-19T21:52:00.002+08:00

I LOVE my class SOO much!!! 3F ROX!!
I love the spirit! I love the Bonding.. They just rox!!
Found a sister, Louisa, and made friends with all even with harvest and nick..
Everyone in 3F are very outgoing and are easy to mix around with especially Louisa, Hui Min, Jingsi, Shu Wei, Alicia, Rose, Esther, Adriel, Brandon, Shu Yi and Tian cong (my pri schl fren)... Aiya! Everyone lah!!

LOVE you guys! :D

I love poking Brandon and Shu Yi! They are very fun to mix with and are very good friends!
They are entertaining too! :D

Got back some of my test paopers and malay tests this week!! Super Happy because of the results!!!

I got 35/40 for my Malay oral, 32/50 for Malay karangan, 21/30 for chem papaer we did this week, 23/30 for History test, 10/20 for Biology test (at least i passed) and math i m nt sure..

At least got improvement compared to last year or the test before..
Hahas..

Anyways, this year i can't join NDP!!!! SO SAD!!!!
I REALLY want to go NDP!!
But Mr Rahim say he want to send me to ULP( which i don't want to go bt my parents also discourage me from joining ndp)...
I miss ALL MA'AM and SIRS!!!!!!!!! I want to see them again but i cant... (Heart Broken)

Well, gtg... Bye Bye!

Love, Azizah

13 Jan... 2nd week of school..

2009-01-13T20:59:00.002+08:00

Today i saw Yusuff!!!!! Haha.. So happy lah!! Long time no see then he change also.. more slim! i almost could not recognize him!! Actually i miss all my Primary school Friends lah.. :(

Well sec 3 is not as bad as i thought it would be..
I love it as i got support from my Sec 2 frenz. Love them soo much!

gtg do my hmwrk le.. so many hmwrk.. Bye!!

Almost the end of school holiday...

2008-12-21T18:46:00.002+08:00

Oh My God.. Its almost end of school holiday but i still have not even start my homework yet... Now busy with preparing for Sec 1 Orientation and also red cross... :(
So stress!!! Wish me luck for my piles of work!

I passed my Footdrill Gold! :D

2008-11-05T17:47:00.001+08:00

I passed my footdrill Gold and i can go UIP! So hapy! But scared too. I m going alone and i have no courage.. :(
I m scared that i won't make it... Veri veri scared.. Wel, Wish me LUCK!! :)

Haha.. Tats all for now.. Bye Bye!! :D

Collection of NDP cert and badge and Reunion of some NDP cadets!!!!

2008-10-14T21:25:00.000+08:00

i collected the NDP cert and badge already!! woohoo!! soooo happy and PROUD! :D

after school, had to stay back for chinese test.. i got 9.5/10.. soo bad..
den we went to hougang mall to have lunch.
while eating, i saw fahrul.. so paiseh.. he scared me too!.
den we went bak to sengkang station: afiqah went homw while me and arffah and weiyu and weijun walked around compass before 3pm when i have to mit yani and go hq to collect the NDP cert and badge. when we reached at dhoby ghaut, we saw jannah, syafiq, eugene, boontek and koko..
we went to collect it together and were overjoyed when we saw the badge and cert!! aaahhh!!!

haha.. den we went to Plaza Singapura coz they want to eat KFC. i followed and then at arnd 5pm all of us went separate ways to HOME.. but me and yani went compass point and then i met wif arffah and weiyu and weijun. i didn't expect it coz arffah said that they have already went home at 4pm bt they were there waiting for me!! i m sooo touched and happy of course..

to arffah and weiyu and weijun:
thanks guys for waiting for me till so late..
i didn't expect it and i think u guys r the best so far! :D
will luv and remember u guys always even though we might not be in the same class next year, ya..

to syafiq(NDP):
hey bro.. haha.. thanks for you chat wif me! :D u'll always be my BIG bro..
hehehe..

ok, bye for now!! bye!

Exams!!!

2008-10-03T19:15:00.000+08:00

well... End of year exeminations is here... studying now..
Sorry for not posting for so many weeks..

Today was my English paper.. was quite tough..

after school, i went compass point with arffah and afiqah to mit eugene and yani..
suppose to meet at 1.15pm but they were late..
so me and arffah bought slurpee 1st..
when they arrived, we went kfc to eat.
yani ate zingar meal while i eat cheese fries srudent meal and eugene ate fillet meal.
then we went to the value shop buy some sweet and went to the library.
sori cant elaborate more as it is too long..
we wet home at 4pm.. that was EARLY!!

haha.. gtg... bye!!

second day of term 4..

2008-09-09T14:17:00.000+08:00

today woke up and eat my breakfast b4 the start of my fast at 4 plus..
i ate rice and fish fillet.. soo nice..
went to school, slept for a while. then went to talk to corine and jean and qiu xuan..

in class after recess we sang bdae song to..

happy birthday to you.. happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to yonghao and bellina!
happy birthday to you!!!!!!

so you guessed it??
it is bellina and yonghao's BORTHDAY!! yippee!!

hahas.. okay.. bored now... in the school library.. thinking about the music project.. STRESS!!

kaes.. got to go now.. byezz!!

some funny things abt jonas brothers!

2008-09-03T23:05:00.000+08:00

this is the video i found.. it is sooo funny!
hope you enjoy it!:D

The Jonas Brothers fooling around

jonas brothers

2008-09-03T21:05:00.000+08:00

hey again!

i love this music video and the song A LOT!!
Just sharing it with everybody..

burnin' up by jonas brothers

Lyrics to Burnin' Up : I'm hot, you're cold
You go around like you know
Who I am, but you don't
You got me on my toes

Chorus:
I'm slippin' into the lava
And I'm trying' to keep from going under
Baby, you turn the temperature hotter
And I'm burning up, burning up for you baby

(Come on girl)

I fell (I fell)
So fast (so fast)
I can't hold myself
Back
High heels (high heels),
Red dress (red dress)
All by yourself, gotta catch my breath

I'm slippin' into the lava
And I'm tryin' to keep from going under
Baby, you turn the temperature hotter
And I'm burning up, burning up for you baby

Walk in the room,
All I can see is you,
Starin' me down
I know you feel it too

I'm sinking into the lava
And I'm tryin' to keep from going under
Baby, you turn the temperature hotter
And I'm burning up, burning up for you baby (x2)

BIG ROB'S RAP:
Yeah, its burning up
In this place tonight
The brothers singing loud (and we're feeling right!)
Get up and dance (don't try and fight it!)
Naw, for real (and thats no lie!)
Stop, drop and roll (and touch the floor!)
(It keeps on burnin' up)
More and more!
I got JB with me, layin' it down
Come on boys
Let's bring the chorus around!

I'm slippin' into the lava
And I'm tryin' to keep from going under
Baby, you turn the temperature hotter
And I'm burning up, burning up for you baby

Burning up, burning up for you baby

NDP Gathering!

2008-08-30T20:07:00.000+08:00

today was the NDP gathering.. in the morning, met with eugene and yani at 9am. den we went to bukit batok to see hulk but wen we reached, hulk said she was transfered to jurong east o continue the red cross duty. so we went to jurong east to look for her.

wen we reac, we saw 'aiyo' sir den we saw hongyi sir. we chat with hongyi sir for a while coz long time never SEE... we missed him!

hahaha!!

then we saw thu thu and ko ko and at last hulk!! hahas! me and yani and eugene waited for them to fininsh their duty... so bored.. then we went to eat at kopitiam.. hongyi sir ang eugene ate chicken rice, me and hulk and yani ate cheng teng,cold.. soooo nice...

we laughed a lot while eating coz hongyi sir and eugene made a lot of funny ting.. me and yani and hulk laughed none stop man... but it was fun after all!

after eatin we went to tampines meet the other instructors.. we followed hongyi sir to NTUC coz he want buy some titbits.. at last we proceed to take bus to changi beach.. i slept in the bus while the others were laughing among themselves..

we reached there, we played with sand..

then we played swing!! then we saw the marshalls!! sooooo happy!! we shouted out to them. they joined us and we asked them to play swing and they really did!! soo cute rite? at least they enthu lor.. i pushed kenneth sir and he did good.. then i taught teng siong sir the correct way to swing and he improved! good job teng siong sir!! proud of you! =D

i was proud of myself that i go to teach the marchalls how to swing! good job to myself! haha..
then suddenly it rained!! we ran to the shelter but we got wet still coz we played with rain and waterbomb! teng siong sir got the most wet among him and kenneth coz i made him wet! thanks to me of course! then we got a 'fight' of splashing water to each other and both of us was the wetest! u baddie teng siong sir! :P
haha! anyways, i really had fun today! thanks instructors! thanks marshallers! thanks other cadets! love you all!

kenneth sir:
hey! hope you recover from your cold soon! take care! :D

teng siong sir:
no nid haolian ah.. anyways thanks for lyking that thing! :D

yani:
sori yani couldnt go home with you juz now... realli sori.. next tym mit k?

kk... tats all for today! :D
bye bye!! love you all, NDP!!

fireworks celebration

2008-08-23T18:26:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to watch fireworks at marina bay.. got the ticket for free coz i was a NDP participant.
was so fun! went to marina bay with karin,sherilyn, beatrice and yani.. when we reached, we saw wilson boey sir!! we missed him soo much lah.. so happy wen we got to see him! it was still early so we went around the stalls and bought some food and drinks.. everything was soooo expensive! but its ok coz my mum gave me extra money.. hehe.. when we sat down at our seats, we saw mildred ma'am with her boyfriend, alex. they look so cute!! den we saw pao and weiren sir.. they sat beside yani who sat beside me..

pao ate too much pao that he gets gonger each day! haha!! dun angry ah, pao..
yesterday had so much fun especially the AIYO part. those who were there will understand rite?? haha! so funny!

PAO:
hey pao, really was proud that i of my revenge back at you for stepping on my shoes and calling me short!! thx for that funny times anyway.. hahas.. i LOVE the part when i slapped you before i went to take the mrt! AND HOW DARE YOU HIT MY HEAD!! you'll get it form me the next time we meet k!!

weiren sir:
hey sir!! haha! AIYO! u owe me a treat ah.. dun forget!! i will remember it until the day you treat me.. hehe!

YANI:
hey yani! thx for the times u spent with me k?? i tink you are the bestest fren ever even though we are not from the same school.. thx so much! Take care of yourself k?? u can contact me anytime, remembers...

Last day of NDP..

2008-08-10T21:01:00.000+08:00

NDP has ended... I m gonna miss all the trainings, frenz , sirs & ma'am, the SAF trainers and the marshalls... We got used to the routine that i will confirm feel very weird when next week has no more trainings... i cried like mad yesterday ok? see how much i LOVE NDP!! i LOVE you people i have spent times with.. please keep in touch with me..

Got some pictures and videos taken during the party yesterday..
relaz and enjoy tha pics and videos!!

the dancing group!!

the singing group!!

the instructors singing my love by westlife! so sweet..
lyrics:

Chorus:
So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again, my love
Overseas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again, my love

I try to read
I go to work
I'm laughing with my friends
But I can't stop to keep myself from thinking

I wonder how, I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together
And oh my love
I'm holding on forever
Reaching for a love that seem so far

Repeat chorus

me and my beloved angel!! thx so much for everything angel! :D

suhaili and athirah(from left)

me and lugan sir! :D

me, buvan and carine! :D

me and Hong yi sir.. he is just too tall! haha! :D
syafiq and gordan dancing to the 'hips don't lie' music!!

beatrice, karin, me, rita(my angel) and annabelle!

athirah, me, Bao yu sir and weiren sir! :P

me and syafiq!! bro and sis! :D

me and zhen khan!! cheese! haha! :P

eugene, alson and syafiq!! the 'cool' guys!!

me and gordan! Not our fault ah.. eugene pushed our head together.. Stupid eugene!! :P

syafiq, me and shafiqah!

zhen khan and zhiyuan(china boy) !! hehe

me and zhi wei!!

wei kang!! haha!!

hidayah, jannah, hetty, renuga, indra and zhen khan!!

the marshalls!!

me and the present given by my angel!! sooo nice rite??

the side view of the present!

the top view of it!! :D

i want to thank my angel my mortal and everybody that is in RCYNDP including the SAF trainers and marshall.. thank you for you guidance during the whole training in NDP.. i really had fun and i enjoyed every training! i will miss it soo much that i think i will feel awkward without saturday trainings.. i want to say that i love all of you no matter if i don't really talk to you.. As long you are inn rcyndp 08 contingent, this message is for you!! miss all of you!!! keep in touch!!

juz to add on and for entertainment

2008-08-03T17:32:00.000+08:00

LYRICS:
I got this little kitty about 2 months back
he was the nicest little kitty, now a pain in my crack
This little kitty is a ninja, always stalking my feet
This little kitty is a warrior you know what I mean

he's an evil little kitty look what he did to my hand
tries to get in trouble in any way that he can
I could give this cat a toy, but he'd rather have the wrapper
and I will always give him water, but he still drinks from the crapper

You could lock him in a closet and he just won't care
kitty chews on my shoes and he licks my hair
always scratching on my favorite chair and jumping on the couch
playing in the window sills and tearing through the house

He's so full of energy and easily amused
kitty will attack anything that moves
Causing trouble, starting battles just so he could be a little part of
he's a meanest little kitty so we named him sparta

Hey little sparta what is with all the fight
little bitty kitty wanna bite bite bite
Hey little sparta what is with all the fight
little bitty kitty wanna bite bite bite
Hey little sparta what is with all the fight
little bitty kitty wanna bite bite bite
Hey little sparta what is with all the fight
little bitty kitty wanna bite

Where'd you go
are you stalking me?
are you under the couch, quite possibly
ears laid back so you don't get caught
ready to pounce my leg with everything that you got

I know you're probably watching me from across the room
concentrating contemplating on attacking me soon
You're not invisible kitty, I'm gonna find you first
Come out come out before I make things worse

I've seen where you hide and I know where you've been
Hey kitty why don't you give in
Even if you try to sneak up on me, I'm prepared
Cause I've got my safety gear on and I'm not scared

I think I hear a kitty cat under the bed
I know your making noises just to mess with my head
You can stalk me all you want, but I'm not your pray
cause you always seem to find me first, but not today

Hey little sparta what is with all the fight
little bitty kitty wanna bite bite bite
Hey little sparta what is with all the fight
little bitty kitty wanna bite bite bite
Hey little sparta what is with all the fight
little bitty kitty wanna bite bite bite
Hey little sparta what is with all the fight
Come on out, I'm gonna get you now

I've got 'em cornered
and now he's mine
He's not gonna get away this time
I'll snatch him up fast before he can blink and then...
Aw man! He's asleep in the sink

What is with this cat? I'm confused
He's got a bed, but it's never been used
In every waking moment, kitty's out for the fight
then [fart] next minute kitty's out like a light

How could I let this creature live inside of my home
I gotta keep an eye on him when I'm on the phone
I'm a little afraid to leave this cat all alone
this kitty may destroy everything that I own

Look at him now, I kinda feel bad
He's the best little cat that I've had
and the one big thing I forgot to mention, was that
He wasn't fighting, he just wanted attention

Hey little sparta what is with all the fight
little bitty kitty wanna bite bite bite
Hey little sparta what is with all the fight
little bitty kitty wanna bite bite bite
Hey little sparta what is with all the fight
little bitty kitty wanna bite bite bite
Hey little sparta what is with all the fight
showing love, that's all this kitty does

this is a video that i like a lot coz its cute!!

NDP Preview

2008-08-03T15:19:00.000+08:00

yesterday was soo fun and funny.. i had to meet yani at 7.15 in the morning. i reached earlier at 6.45am. super early rite!! i must be mad...
coincidentally, i met jocelyn and jean. they were sitting in the corner eating.. i sat with them and talked while waiting for yani.. then at about 7.10am wen bin came and met them. he didn't even say hi.. so bad. i don't care actually..den they had to go so i m left alone..
lonely, i m so lonely..i have nobody on my own...
then, yani came!! =D
haha.. we den proced to take mrt to the hq..

we went early coz the performance group wanted to practise.. at arnd 9.30am, we changed to our uniform and assemble in the haw-par hall..
at suntec, i sat beside yani and we had lunch our lunch, and of course its S.F.I food again..

after the dry run, all ofus were sitting and me and yani talked to nilk sir and selvi ma'am.. it was soo funny and we were 'sick' coz of nilk sir!! haha..
i made friends with all the SAF sirs and they were so friendly and funny...
i also found out one thing... Nilk sir live just behind my block!!
but i nvr see him before so its nothing..
all the way we talked and made jokes.. we laughed like mad when we saw a fat man striped and changed into another shirt! he is from NTUC... So disgusting!!!! hahas...
instructors bought for us donut and the dinut was so delicious!! thx sirs and ma'am for the donut!!
we got goody bag!! so fun!! BUT all that's inside is a packet of H-TWO-O, koko krunch and detergent and dishwashing liquid and shampoo.. so little things.. and ya! we got kitchen tissue!!
haha.

Preview time and we were all excited!!
we did really good!! Thats what sirs and ma'am said.. hehe..
then time to go back to hq..
we took the bus and we turned one round around suntec...
everybody was like so tired and dead coz we didn't dheer after Hongyi sir scolded us for cheering soo loudly.. :( but it's our fault oso lah.. we cheer so loud coz we hyper and didn't control the volume. hais... so bad..

2day we got ndp shirt!! so nice!! :D
no pic of it sori... i try to take it next time..

kaes got to go!! bye!!

just a normal day...

2008-07-31T16:21:00.000+08:00

hey! i have got pics of some people!! =D

sherman..

weiyu and arffah not bad ah..

actually very little... but i got pics of my cat!! :D

isn't he cute? he is my darling..

i got nothing more to say...
so bye!!

my sad life...

2008-07-30T21:00:00.000+08:00

hey.. everyone must have think that i am a cheerful girl in school.. that's true! i don't deny it.. But the truth is i am deeply hurt inside.
i don't know why.. But my heart feels heavy and hurt...
i feel like crying every time..
And i m sorry arffah coz i cried in front of you juz now.. i couldn't stop my tears...
thx for consoling me and i love you too, sis..

YOU:
Actually to tell you the truth i still like you...
i told you that i don't coz i don't want to make you feel uncomfortable when i talk to you...
i told you that coz i know that you like another girl... i don't mind, it's just that i know i am not attractive... i am not your type.. But i have a heart rite? heart will like anybody at anytime.. its not my fault that i love you..
i can't stop my feelings...
in class, i keep trying to make myself happy by playing with my oder frenz..
i want you to know that i will forever support you.. At least can we be like normal friends? why must you feel so uncomfortable when i m around?
can't you treat me like your oder friends?
i tried so hard to be normal but you are not putting any effort...
is it obvious that i still like you?
if it is, i am sorry... i'll try to change my actions..
END.

Arffah:
arffah, thx for being there juz now.. thx for consoling me..
sori if i made you scared coz it was very sudden..
its not your fault so don't worry..
you will forever be my lovely sis... :D

Afiqah:
hey, firstly, listen to your heart..
do whatever it ask you to do but u must control it...
secondly, cheer up! don't be sad k?
there are up and down in life.. maybe if you suffer now, you will get better things next time.
so, cheer up k? i don't want to see u suffer like this..
lastly, i want to let you know that you are a good friend. don't look down on yourself k?
A cube is the best!!
:D

to myself:
most importantly!!!! i enjoyed myself during the amazing race today!! had fun with arffah, afiqah, wei jun. weiyu, kah kang, wen bin and wei hao..
i will not forget it!! :D

My first coke glass!!

2008-07-27T18:13:00.000+08:00

today i had religious class and after that my dad treated me and my younger sis to Mac. we bought Extra Value meal up size and got this!

i showed my cat and my cat seems to love it!!

well i don't think so.. isn't he cute?!!

i m proud of it!! haha. jk.. well the photo kinda blurr.. sori

well.. another photo of it...

i know its lame but its my blog, why do u care??
juz kidding.. i've nothing more to say. soo... bye!!
hehe :P

NDP really rox yesterday!!

2008-07-27T17:09:00.000+08:00

yesterday ndp ended early as the combine rehearsal was cancelled.
We had to report at 10.15am in our mufti and we did some trainings for arnd half and hour to one hour..
then we discussed about the party..

at arnd 1pm we were dismissed alrdy!! We were told that the blacknights would be practising at arnd 6pm and we are welcome to watch for free!!! :D haha..
i went together with yani, alson, zhen khan, zhi wei, eugene,yan kai, zhiyuan,gordan,boon tek and wei kang. we went to eat lunch at PS at Mac. along the way, me and yani created a cheer for alson!
the cheer goes like this:
i say, you say, i say
i say, you say, i say,
i say alson innocent,
you believe, u kuku.
i say,you say, i say
i say, you say, i say
i say alson retarded,
dun believe, u kuku.
i say, you say, i say
i say, you say, i say
i say alson interded,
u believe very good!
i say,you say, i say
i say. you say, i say

nice is'nt it?? hehe..
got some pictures while at Mac..

Aiya Zhen Khan emo...
why are you hiding you handphone from us? msging GF is it??

The loving couple!!

Aww... dun be jealous.

Yani laughs non-stop!

lastly!!! The pic of me and Yani. :D

I look so funny can...
so paiseh..
we really had a good time together... Thx guyz for spending time with me and taking care of me along the way... i really appreciate and of course miss it after NDP.

This is a poem from me 2 u guyz..

side by side,
or miles apart;
friends are forever,
close to my heart.

the first time we met,
we were like strangers;
after we became friends,
we'll be friends forever.

like it?
juz a simple one..
thx guyz for everything!
love you guys and miss ya!
see you guyz next training!! :D

what your name's hidden meaning

2008-07-22T16:02:00.000+08:00

hi!! juz wanted to spread smtg tat i just found but i noe i very lagg!! hehe...

let me see... hu's name should i put.

juz an example ok?

yani!!

What Alyani Means

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

hehe..

hope you dun mind yani..:)
if you want to try, you can go to http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/

NDP ROXX MY WORLD!!

2008-07-15T11:12:00.000+08:00

hey everybody.. i know i didn't blog for so long.. i didn't have tym.. :D

12 july 2008 NE show 2 was soooo fun!!!

we were not that hyper as last week's training coz the weather is super hot!!
all of us were sleepy and we were "weak" so called.. but we did have some fun! especially the 'star group'!!

our group roxx!(alson,mei bing,me,zhan khan and dunno wats his name)

luvv you guyzzz!

This also goes to my beloved KC members(jannah(hulk),hetty,renuga,shafiqah,not sure hu else) too!
after we were dismissed,my seniors and i went to change at park mall.
we met jannah and gang in the toilet. they all have changed back to their ndp shirt. When i was changing they told me they will wait for me outside.

Whwn i went outside after changing they were not there. Suddenly jannah came and she told me to follow her coz everyone was waiting for me.

They waited for me to take pic wif me...
So SwEeT!!! LuVv YoU gUyS aLwAyZ!!

ThIs R tHe PiCs!

JaNnAh ThE HuLk!! Luv You!

InDrA! dUn We LoOk AlIkE?? hAhA!!! LuV U tOo 'TwIn' sIs!!

ShAfIqAh!! ShE vErY CuTe!! LuV U 2!!

ReNuGa!! ThE jOkEr WhO aLwAyZ mAkE
fUnNy JoKeS... LuV U ToO!

i have made a lot o frenz along the way in ndp.. i hope we can all be frenz alwayz even though we dun see each oder after ndp. I hope w will not separate..
Hope you all can keep my contact number.
if u wan my contact number, tag me or write at my comments tingy k?

gtg now... Bye!!

prefect investiture

2008-07-08T15:06:00.000+08:00

oh god!
today is prefect investiture...
sooo paiseh!
mr neo say "azizah"
janice and katherine shouted for me.
i was so shocked!

But thankz Janice and Katherine!

:D

stand in front of everybody so long....

but it was worth it!!
fun!!!

arffah's and mine Birthday party!!!

2008-06-03T14:59:00.000+08:00

It was super fun!!!

i was at my cousin's house about to go home...

it was already 10.30am and i just went out of my cousin's house...

at arnd 12, i was waiting 4 bus 88 to go home..

i reached home at arnd 12.45pm
then, i got ready and went out of my house..

when i got there, nobody was there, i got scared..

then, arffah came followed by the oders.

we played game, ate cake and even played pranks on each oder!!

i ''decorated'' weiyu's face with cake cream!

he looked cute and funny!

i did it to weisong too!!!
haha..

we played pepsi cola. Girls VS Boys~!
Girls won thrice!!
Boys won twice!

so hu is the winner??

the gals!!!!
yay!

haha!

then it was time we all went home.
before we separate, weiyu,weijun,weisong n afiqah sang us a birthday song.

i m so touched!

but wen we all went home i realised that they didn't give me any presents..
so sad... :(

but its ok!

thx guys for organising this party, especially afiqah. :D

during IT and Math lessons tym...

2008-05-29T13:10:00.000+08:00

Today was so fun!!!

i met rena on the way to the com lab..
we went to the com lab together..

on the way, we saw ncc
i saw wei hao n yazdan but i didn't see wen bin and riduan.

we went up to com lab... the teacher say wait outside.

but me n rena very bored so we went down then went up again.

when we were up again we saw weiyu and weijun juz arrived at basketball court..

i shouted," Baka!!! Skeleton!!"

he turn and he was laughing and "'angry' so called at the same time..

but it was fun after all..

then we played together and there was me, weiyu, weijun and kah kang!

it was soo fun!! but i dunno y i was not enthusiastic

weiyu kip asking me y i emo...

but it was nothing!!!!! i was not emoing weiyu!!!!!!!!

anyway thx for being concern!

i gtg now.. Bb!

my bdae on 24 may 2008

2008-05-26T23:19:00.001+08:00

it was my bdae..

but it was not a realli good 1 coz i have ndp training...

from 8am till 6/7pm..

first ting in the morning wen i woke up, my dad,mom and sisters wished me happy bdae through msg...

den i got msg from weiyu and arffah!

den i could not check ,my msgs anymore coz i ndp training start liao...

rite after ndp, i checked my msgs

den i was super happy!!!!

i got 8 msgs all wishing me happy bdae!!

it was from afiqah, kah kang,wen bin, corine, pieyu, 1 unknown number, riduan and ronda!!!

i was touched and HAPPY!!!!!!! =D

den later at nite at about 8pm, i got msgs from wei hao..

he was so sweet...

he wished me gd luck for ndp parade..

den i got another msg from dorcas!!

my day on my bdae is not bad afrter all!

i still got my bdae cake..

it was NICE!!!!

THx EvErYbOdY hU mSg Me N wIsHiNG mE hApPy BdAe!!

LuV u gUyS aLwAyZ!!!

mUaCkS!!

emo again..

2008-05-22T19:34:00.000+08:00

secretly,
my heart called out for him..

secretly,
my heart wished him good luck...

secretly,
my heart whispered 'u r the best! dun ever giv up!'

y do i secretly support him from behind?

u cnt i juz shout it out loud?

smtg is stopping me from shouting...

but i don't noe wat it is..

is it my PRIDE? MY LOVE? OR MY SHAME?

I CNT HIDE IT IN MY HEART ANYMORE...

I JUZ WANT TO SHOUT OUT LOUD!!!!!!!!

my confused love life!

2008-05-22T19:31:00.000+08:00

y do i turn away wen he is right in front of me?

y do i look 4 him everywhere wen he is gone?

MY HEART IS UNSURE...

Do i lyk him?

i m confused..

i realli need to sort out my mind!!

at night waiting for the day to appear

2008-05-13T20:29:00.000+08:00

its juz 8.30pm.. sian.. wat in the world..

so tired but can sleep coz i havent finish the things i need 2 do for 1E party...

i really cant wait for the party!!

i m sooooo happy that arffah is cuming 2 the party!!! N afiqah too!

1E, i got smtg to tell u all... u noe wat? i think that u all dun realli lyk me.. i think that u all oni lyk felicia and the oder councillors but not me..

i feel left out..

maybe i m a malay??

i m not sure if my feelings r correct but that is what i feel n think.. :(

the day has come!

2008-05-13T15:09:00.000+08:00

Yay!!! 2mr is at last 1E party!!! i've been busy preparing and planning the 1E party... sian... but i hope it really would be a success! praying to god now... but sadly not a lot of sec2 going... oni me,felicia,arffah and riduan going... not so sure if weiyu and weijun can go 2mr... :(

2mr oso hav 2 wake up early coz my father bringing me n showing me the way 2 go bedok camp for ndp training this saturday.... mus wake up at around 5 plus or 6 plus... suppose 2 be the day i take rest after exams are over..

nvm... after the 'trip' i m going 2 meet felicia at compass point to collect the cake and buy the things for the party... im sre its gonna be fun!!!! :D i m going crazy now coz i m super happy 2 hav arffah by me side blogging wif me!!

arffah is my bestest fren ever and we will always be sisters!!!
hoping to see all 1E students will be there 2mr and hope u all hav an enjoyable time 2mr!! and i hope u all can appreciate all that me and felicia hav done 4 all of u...

2008-05-12T10:23:00.000+08:00

today is the literature exam... sian...

its a torture... :(